Getting REAL

So... I think it is probably high time my readers get to know the REAL me. I have been really superficial thus far in my posts, and that is all well and good if I do not care about you all...but the problem is... I DO care...I care A LOT...And it is time to stop pretending that I am okay when I am anything BUT okay. You all deserve to know the truth about me... and the truth is this: I am angry, bitter, confused, depressed, exhausted, frustrated, grieving, lonely, overwhelmed... I am angry because of my disability and having to live in a group home with no job and no car, bitter because so many of my friends and family are in love and happy and I'm single and alone, confused because I do not know what people want from or expect of me and cannot seem to make anyone happy, depressed because I have lost a lot of friends over the years, exhausted and frustrated because of my money and living situation, grieving the declining health of my dear sweet grandmother, lonely because I cannot connect with my roommates, and overwhelmed because I am starting school soon! AAAAAAAHHHHHHH! Okay that's better. I needed that. But HONESTLY, what is a girl to do with so many negative emotions?! I am glad I start counseling soon that is for sure! Help me Lord. I cannot go on like this much longer!