Getting back into the daily grind

YEP! THAT'S RIGHT! The snow storm of the century was merely an inconvenience and it is all over now. In fact, as we speak, I am sitting at the stupid day center typing this blog entry! BOOOOOO! LOL. But on the real, I am glad the snow storm was not any worse than it was... Took a while for our staff member Lindsey to be able to get her car to go anywhere, so she had to stay longer than usual, but she is home safe now and Kasie is on the clock! YAY! Love my girl! Kisses Kas! Anyways yeah, school also started the other day. My classes sound like they are gonna be REALLY REALLY fun! I am excited to get started! Not much to speak of in the romance department...same ole same ole...Boys are just as stupid as they ever were in my humble opinion...Not that anyone asked my opinion on the subject lol. Anyways... Kinda have a lot on my mind right now for some reason, and am not sure how to best get it all out without rambling or venting to the point of being annoying. I am pretty worried about my future and whether I will ever be able to live on my own again, because I really do not like the group home situation, and do not think I fit in here at the day center at all. I think my time would be MUCH better spent working a full time job and having the freedom to come and go as I please like I used to be able to do when I lived alone! But it was my parents' decision to put me here and it will probably have to be up to them to cut me loose and set me free. For now I just grin and bear it and do the best that I can to stay positive. (Not easy by the way for someone with diagnosed clinical depression!) I mean... Don't get me wrong...It is not ALL bad...I mean...I have lost weight, gotten off the Lovenox shots, "graduated" to only having my blood drawn once a week and will soon start counseling. However, unfortunately for me, the good does not in any way negate or drowned out the bad in my world. As the saying goes "if mama ain't happy ain't NOBODY happy" and this mama AIN'T happy! Oh well, at the end of the day I have friends, family, and God so I guess technically that is all I need. The rest will come in time. I will one day be a Child Psychologist with an awesome man of God as a husband and 2 beautiful children who will also love and serve the Lord. It may sound like a fairytale or a pipe dream right now, but I believe it is all completely possible. God promises to give me the desires of my heart and His promises are TRUE! Well that is probably enough rambling for today. See you all later!