POWERLESSNESS

In spite of a strong faith in God and in the idea that every thing happens for a reason, and that He never gives me more than I can handle, there are still things I feel powerless about...A few things that I wish I could change. One of those things I feel powerless to change is the fact that I am twenty six, almost twenty seven, and still single. I want, crave, and even feel like I NEED a man. It feels like no matter what I say or do, I can't seem to stop my deep desire to be in a romantic relationship. I mean, I know in my head that there is nothing wrong with me and that I am a good person and that love is not earned it is a gift. But something inside me truly aches to ride off into the sunset with my knight in shining armor and live happily ever after. I feel powerless to make it happen and every time  I try to force love it blows up in my face! Ifeel very frustrated and lonely being single. It really sucks.